And So The End Begins.....

I realize today that everything that I had hoped would never happen...is slowly happpening.  What I am not able to change will certainly kill me.  One way or another...it will kill me.  I am not the first to journey this path...and I so clearly understand the impact of the burden.  I believed it was a burden I could bear, but I now understand that this burden is simply larger than what our love is able to sustain.